What Am I to DO??????????

Here, I am again. I am so stressed these days due to my upcoming and ongoing exams. There a lot of things to study and very little time left yet I don't have the mood to study. I don't know why am I like this. Many people said organize a timetable and u can do well but sincerely it is not a good idea. Isn't life is unpredictable?? :P... But then I still tried it, I did 5 timetable in fact but nothing did worked out. May be just for 2 to 3 days its working. Now the question is how to make myself serious. No matter what happens, my seriousness doesn't last too long. May be for just 2 days. Even tomorrow is my Chemistry paper 1 but I still manage to blog my frustration. By the way, the paper that i sat for today was damn hard. I am not confident about it at all.. :( I just cant write although I am capable of writting. What is so wrong with me????

After a long time....

Here i am again after a long break of 2 months. Due to some connection problem and tight schedule i couldn't come online at all. A lot of interesting stuffs happened in between. I even went for a short trip to India again... I miss India so much. Although I am Malaysian. I do love India for many reasons but of course I love Malaysia more.

Nowadays most of my time is being spent with books. Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics, General Studies and Tamil. These are the subjects that core of my life for now. I got a little bored with the way i lead my life for this period of time. I just cant wait to finish this chapter of my life and to move on. I don't want to go back to school. That's the sole reason why i preferred to do STPM rather than going for teaching. STPM only requires me to school for 1 and 1/2 years with many holidays whereas if I took up teaching, the rest of my life will be bounded to school, principal, fellow teachers, different type of students, Monday assemblies, exams. Oh no, I just don't want to be in school anymore. It doesn't mean that I hate school but I just don't like it much since my STPM life.

Talking about my second trip to India. Yes it was wonderful. I really love going there to meet my relatives. Although their way of life different, it is unique and it is ain't a machinery life like what we Malaysians living. So in this case India is nice but to live well in India, you will really need a lot of cash..yes a lot. It is not easy to find a job there. Most of the people I came across were self employed since it is a village.In India the things there are cheaper than Malaysia due to currency difference.My main attention was to clothes of course. The punjabi suits are so heavenly. They come in many colours and many designs that can steal away your heart. It is also far away cheaper than those being sold in Malaysia. For the price I pay here for a suit, I can buy over 3 suits in India if I am not mistaken. The price to sew the suit is also far away cheaper. I got to buy 4 punjabi suit material for myself :)

Talking about my relatives there, I have cute little cousin there. She is just 2 plus, but she can talk so well and it so adorable to see her. She was so close to me. I really love to spend time with her. Other than that they also have this cute Dalmition puppy who loves to play, play and play. He is just a few months old so he is very playful. He eats vegetarian food like milk rice and so on. It is so funny to see him jumping here and there. Time in India was spent in a relaxed manner. My aunt is a very good lady. She took a good care of us. I am close with her children too. Her husband, my uncle who known as very strict man to others is my personal joker. He likes to make fun of me and I like to make fun of him. Hahaha. I just miss those moments. Of course I wish to go back there. :D