A sister from another mother

My bestie, my sister, my mentor, my personal clown and etc etc this is how I would describe the gorgeous lady of mine. I always wanted to write about her but again I thought should do it in orderly form. Today I had the urge to write about her. So I am doing it. I met her today. We had a good chat in Secret Recipe. The food was not digest-able, but its the moment that counts not the food. This is something like a farewell meet-up. I didn't know farewells are painful. I was keep on telling my mom after I come back, "Ma, Aishah gonna go to Egypt". I don't know its just too hard on me knowing that the friend who I love so much wont be around here in Malaysia. 

How our friendship started...hmm..back then when I was in secondary school, I know her but I was not close to her. We meet in tuition classes and will have light chit-chats. It was during my form 6 time, I got really close to her. She is good in Maths so she assisted me to understand it in easier way. We spend most of the time in the school together even we sneak out of the school together. Hahaha! I must be really thankful to God. No matter how playful I am, I always get to know that the few good friends who binds within my heart. Well last time there were a few useless ones too but good thing God made me to realise that they are not meant to be my besties. Ohh ohh I lost track. Lets go back to Aishah story. I got to know that almost the way we think and our tastes are same although there are slight variations which makes our friendship much more interesting. At least there's something to fight and gossip about right.

We are from different religions, never once we argued about our religions. She knows about mine and I know about her. There's a mutual understanding on that. Not only on religion matters but on everything. We respect each others view. The maturity is there. Both of us love so many things. We are real girls which means we love all the shopping sessions, girls day out, cosmetics, gossips, food, drinks, bags, shoes n etc. Most importantly both of us are still not attached. Hahaha. I think I can spend the whole day talking to her without getting tired. I cant recall of any moment when there's nothing to talk.

Coming tuesday, she is leaving to Egypt to continue her studies. I don't know how I am gonna be without her. Its going to be very lonely. I know my family are around but then the companionship I get from her and I get from them differs very much. I know Aswini is around but Aishah is different. Gonna be 2am and I am still awake just thinking about this. I cant be very selfish. That's her path, I must let her go.

Aishah if you ever came across this, I would like to tell you that you are not replaceable at all. You are one of the best things that ever happened to me. I glad I got someone like you for contract for lifetime. (You can't run away from me! Hahaha). I can never afford to lose someone like you. Thank you Aishah. I will be always your wellwisher praying for you for the best. I am preety excited about having a dentist friend too.. Hahaha!! Love you more than I could explain. ♥ 

"Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two souls"

~Aristotle~

College and City Life

Can you guys believe I completed 3rd week of my college life successfully? Yes I did. The first day when I entered in, OMG! For my disbelief there were like almost 60 students. I quietly sat at one place. In half an hour, almost there were more than 200 of them. OMG! Imagine walking up late to the class. I would feel like a model since all those 200 pairs of eyes will be on me! I swear to myself I will never do that, no matter what happens. Majority of them are Chinese and Indians. When I noticed those ladies of my class, wahaa...sexy babes. Hahaha...I wonder how do they get the time to dress up for 9am class. I was like seriously? And almost all of them were in free hair. Malaysia is generally a warm country. Yes its very hot. I wonder how these people could perform miracles by walking with free hair on a hot weather. Imagine your hair sticking to your sweaty neck...Ishkkkkk -_-

I can sense that most of them were living a carefree life. Well 'modern' society. Guys and girls mingling freely (touchings included). Being an Asian I felt like I am out of Asia for a while..hahaha but again I can't expect everyone to be like me, a girl from a small hometown. I understood the changes, this is not new for me. Its just that last time I see one or two somewhere in shopping mall, now a whole class full of sexy fashionitas. Tubes, spaghettis, colourful bikini underneath transparent blouse, torn blouses and etc. Talking about clothes, tubes and tube dresses always makes me to worry. Well you know incase, :/ it slipped from its position o.O

Guys were...err...just guys. Typical modern guys. Nice jeans, nice shirt, some wore tight clothes to show off their bodies and most 'cool' dudes had an ear piercing adorned with a bling. These were majority but there were some lazy people like me too. Hahaha...Can u imagine out of these mass crowd you could actually count those with black hair with your fingers! ( I am not of those black hairs too). Everyone coloured their hair in many shades, there were purples too :P

Oh yea those who I caught on my watchful eyes frequently get a nickname by me, and my friends can't stop laughing at my logic but again they couldn't deny it as well. A few examples of the nicknames are DRAMA QUEEN AND THE ITCHY GANG, JACOB, ROMEO, DRAMA KING, ATTENTION SEEKER, BEGGAR, MESSY HEAD, NERDIE, MISS ANOREXIA, RED HEAD. This is all I could think of for now.

These past 3 weeks were okay I guess but I was hit badly by homesick. I am running back home every week. I wished there were a college in my hometown. I am staying at my uncle's place and there's a feeling like I am invading their privacy. Thank god its just temporary. I will move out soon. I can't live there for a long time with this kinda feeling. Other than that, talking about the food, in Brickfields foods are quite expensive and so sad none of them are as tasty as the one in my dad's shop. I think my dad can make quite a good money if he open a restaurant there. Its like people eat there because they got no choice -_-. I am being vegetarian for a month for prayers purpose and I end up starving because when I imagine what lunch I am gonna have, my apetite just showing a big BYE sign to me. 

People of Brickfields are scary as usual. Mad men, drug addicts, itchy bitchy uncles all are roaming around freely in this area. Oh yea, I even saw a prostitution centre. One ugly girl who is seriously very ugly was standing outside. My friend told me "Hey look red light area". Being a late pick up I was like what red area and apparently I was finding for a red building. My friends gave me the look of wanting to smash me up then my girl friend told me she would show me when we pass by again because that's the way we have to use to go to our second building. As long as nobody disturb me, its fine. One thing I learnt about city life is I must be selfish sometimes for our own safety. I would always say "I am sorry GOD in my heart" when I had to be that way.

"Years teach us more than books"

~Berthold Auerbach~