L.O.V.E

Hello!! Lets talk about LOVE today...In your opinion, what is LOVE?? I can bet this the topic of many youths of these days. Many people's perception towards love is "it is a feeling that develop between a guy and a girl". May be they are right, but according to me it is absolutely wrong. Okay now lets listen to my definition of love. I am reaching 19 years old in a few days. As I grow older, my ideas and view towards life and many other things is changing gradually. I think this is the process of getting matured. That way, my view towards LOVE had become a little deep compared to before. Since I was born I am pampered with lots and lots of love by the people around me, no matter my family or friends.

L.O.V.E, everywhere I go, there is love. What is love?? If you asked me, I would say its a very beautiful feeling. It is not a feeling develop between a guy and a girl only but you can also find love in many ways. For eg, between mother and children, father and children, husband and wife, siblings, grandparents and grandchildren, uncles/aunts and nieces/nephews, friends, teachers and students, pets and the list can go on. Love have no limitation. Limitation is what u set, not love. Sadly many don't get this. I am preety sure that I am one of the luckiest person on this earth, and my siblings too. Our parents never failed to shower their love towards us, and we also love them to the bottom of our heart. I can feel the love in every deeds of them. Stop blaming/talking and feel the love. I don't know if I am able to live without them. Doesn't mean that I can't live independently, but I know I can never get the love from anywhere else.♥


Anywhere I go, I can feel the love. Here are some of the events where I felt the LOVE.

♥ A grandson helped his grandma to walk by holding her hands tight
♥ A father hold his daughter's hand when crossing the road although she is old enough to walk by herself
♥ My mom keep the best piece of chicken for my dad
♥ My dad choose and buy good fish, and cook them by himself so that I will eat 
♥ My cousin's husband can't stop looking at her
♥ Holding my baby niece in my arms tight to myself till someone else take her away from me
♥ My dog eagerly waited for me to come back
♥ My brother asking about my studies
♥ My friend call me to see how am I doing
♥ Pillow fights with my sister
♥ A boyfriend surprising a girlfriend with small but meaningful gifts
♥ Old pair of couples, but still holding hands tight when walking


Haha! I can never end the list. All these beautiful moments, when you are loving and being loved...it is the most wonderful thing ever. Without love, I have no idea how would this world look like. There is no such day without love in my dictionary. Getting angry over somebody also love. Anywhere, anytime, no matter who you are, the magic of LOVE will work on you. Believe me♥ I must be really thankful to God that this magic worked on me. Even I love my GOD as well.

But its somehow sad to see some people who love their materials and non-living things more compared to their living human and also pet companionship. Are they able to live in a world full of materials and there are no people for them? Think think think!! Show your love before you miss that moment and regret. ♥

Help Me!!!!!!!

It have been a long time since i blogged. I was busy with tuition classes, studies, exams, cleaning works and also preparing cookies for Diwali . Then started my ooohlalala nightmare! Duh, on the eve of Diwali i felt a lil cold, Mom said its fever. Fine, I cant be bothered too much. I continued to help mom after popping in 2 panadol pills. From Diwali till today I am sick. It have been more than 10 days. I was very angry and frustrated of course. I thought i could use this holiday to catch up on my studies since exam is just around the corner, but this is what happened. The food served during Diwali I couldn't enjoy. The whole episode of Diwali wasn't an enjoyable one for me.

Two days back, I went to hospital to inhale the special gas for asthma problem. I did not have asthma problem before this. Everything started recently. After the 1st session, the medical assistant checked me. He told me that my throat is infected and the oxygen level in my body low. So i had to go for a second session. Meanwhile I was observing whatever happening in the emergency ward. Seriously emergency ward is a happening place for me as long as there is no blood and painful screams. There was an interesting case. A young girl aged just 17 drank the yellow medicine (iodine) because of a fight erupted with her boyfriend. I was like what the hell...insanity. I never risk my life for a another bunch of shit. She was looking fine. The moment she entered all the staffs in emergency room who treated her started to bombard her with questions such as " what is the purpose for you to drink this, you wanted to die??". She said no. She never even look into their eyes due to the shame.

Then came an abortion case who never let anyone to touch her but wanted to get treated, then an old man who not bothered about his own health, and a small boy who acted overly sensitive(a  spoilt brat actually). All this happened while I was under the gas. After the session, the MA told me to wait. He said let the doctor to have a look. Then came the doctor, a young Chinese man. He was very dedicated and professional. Earlier I saw the way he handle the patients. He took his stethoscope and checked me. He told me that he suspect that i got chest infection and he told me that if it is serious I must be admitted. I couldn't believe what he was saying, but i just nodded to him. He told me I must take X-ray and a blood test to confirm the infection.

The MA came to take my blood. This is the 3rd time my blood is taken for test. Then he said I can wait outside to take my X-ray. I went out and sat with my bro and started to chit chat. And yeah after the gas inhaling session, I started to shiver non-stop. It was 12.10pm. Dad got worried and came to see me, that time the lady nurse requested my dad to bring me to X-ray because no enough staffs. Dad said okay, so I took my stuffs and got ready to walk with my dad. Suddenly that nurse told me, I must use wheelchair. I said NO, I am alright. That lady said NO must use wheelchair, doctor's order. Fine, I listened to what she said and I went to take my X-ray. Later, I came back to the doc, doc said okay confirmed PNEUMONIA. Doomed my life. He prescribed me lots of medicine and warned me to come back to get admitted if not getting well.

For more than 10 days, I never touch books at all. I was having sleepless and painful nights. The pain of coughing too much is killing me. But today it seems better. I think my body can respond well to the antibiotics. I am praying a lot to not get admitted and to have some last minute revision. I just want to be normal. Being sick makes me sick and weak! Am I cursed so that I should fall sick before my major exam? Oh god. Please help this poor child of yours.

What Am I to DO??????????

Here, I am again. I am so stressed these days due to my upcoming and ongoing exams. There a lot of things to study and very little time left yet I don't have the mood to study. I don't know why am I like this. Many people said organize a timetable and u can do well but sincerely it is not a good idea. Isn't life is unpredictable?? :P... But then I still tried it, I did 5 timetable in fact but nothing did worked out. May be just for 2 to 3 days its working. Now the question is how to make myself serious. No matter what happens, my seriousness doesn't last too long. May be for just 2 days. Even tomorrow is my Chemistry paper 1 but I still manage to blog my frustration. By the way, the paper that i sat for today was damn hard. I am not confident about it at all.. :( I just cant write although I am capable of writting. What is so wrong with me????

After a long time....

Here i am again after a long break of 2 months. Due to some connection problem and tight schedule i couldn't come online at all. A lot of interesting stuffs happened in between. I even went for a short trip to India again... I miss India so much. Although I am Malaysian. I do love India for many reasons but of course I love Malaysia more.

Nowadays most of my time is being spent with books. Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics, General Studies and Tamil. These are the subjects that core of my life for now. I got a little bored with the way i lead my life for this period of time. I just cant wait to finish this chapter of my life and to move on. I don't want to go back to school. That's the sole reason why i preferred to do STPM rather than going for teaching. STPM only requires me to school for 1 and 1/2 years with many holidays whereas if I took up teaching, the rest of my life will be bounded to school, principal, fellow teachers, different type of students, Monday assemblies, exams. Oh no, I just don't want to be in school anymore. It doesn't mean that I hate school but I just don't like it much since my STPM life.

Talking about my second trip to India. Yes it was wonderful. I really love going there to meet my relatives. Although their way of life different, it is unique and it is ain't a machinery life like what we Malaysians living. So in this case India is nice but to live well in India, you will really need a lot of cash..yes a lot. It is not easy to find a job there. Most of the people I came across were self employed since it is a village.In India the things there are cheaper than Malaysia due to currency difference.My main attention was to clothes of course. The punjabi suits are so heavenly. They come in many colours and many designs that can steal away your heart. It is also far away cheaper than those being sold in Malaysia. For the price I pay here for a suit, I can buy over 3 suits in India if I am not mistaken. The price to sew the suit is also far away cheaper. I got to buy 4 punjabi suit material for myself :)

Talking about my relatives there, I have cute little cousin there. She is just 2 plus, but she can talk so well and it so adorable to see her. She was so close to me. I really love to spend time with her. Other than that they also have this cute Dalmition puppy who loves to play, play and play. He is just a few months old so he is very playful. He eats vegetarian food like milk rice and so on. It is so funny to see him jumping here and there. Time in India was spent in a relaxed manner. My aunt is a very good lady. She took a good care of us. I am close with her children too. Her husband, my uncle who known as very strict man to others is my personal joker. He likes to make fun of me and I like to make fun of him. Hahaha. I just miss those moments. Of course I wish to go back there. :D

My Hero

Looking back at my past, I had a wonderful childhood. Caring parents, wonderful family, good friends, hmm..I must be truly gifted in this way. Today is Father's Day. Now I am going to be 19 in just a few more months and in less than a year I will leave the house for my further studies like my bro. Everything happened so fast. My Dad itself one of the most priceless gift. I have the world's best dad!! We are from middle-class family. During our younger times, we weren't poor but then due to some family complications we were facing financial problem. Of course, I don't know about that at that time. I was so young then. Not even once I felt the financial difficulties we faced. My dad brought up all 3 of us like a prince and princess. Despite being in middle class family, we always got KIKO clothes for Deepavali, always got whatever we wanted, and I had a large collection of cooking games, barbie dolls and etc.

He always want all of us to be successful. Although he only acquired education till the age of 15, my bro a medical student cannot beat his geography knowledge. He couldn't continue his studies because of the hardships he gone through. It was an uphill battle. My dad was second in the family. Life never treat him well in his childhood. He and his elder brother lived separated from the family. If my dad had a good family and enough education I can bet that he would have been a successful professional but now also my dad has a good job. He runs a restaurant. Its kind of family business, my grandfather also did the same business a long time ago. Now, I will say my dad is successful in life. Without him we are nowhere. My relationship with my dad is really awesome. We spend some quality time together. Rides on bikes will be accompanied by small chats. I always tell him whatever happens. Even my dad knows about my friends' boyfriends and girlfriends just like my mom :D I always have small fights with him. From small till now I hold his hands when I walk. I always ask my dad's opinion about how i look. Both of us like to buy good skin care products too :D. Many people envy of our golden relationship too :P

My dad always wanted us to be a better person. He rectifies our mistakes without fail. I can say that all 3 of us are well mannered. Credits to my both parents who are strict at the time they should :). If not i would have been just another spoilt bred out there. Talking about dad's relationship with my mom its VERY VERY CUTE!!  I like to see the way my parents communicate. Its so adorable. My dad likes to irritate and disturb my mom and there will be some small cute fights as well. My daddy is an Amazing daddy who is a perfect role model i will say. He never drinks or smokes too. He never fail to bring us out for dinner and he wont simply go out and have fun with his friends at night. Night time is reserved for us. How lucky i am to be his darling daughter :)

For this Father's Day i bought for him a shirt of his favourite brand. Previously when I bought for him a shirt from that brand range, he always used that. How sweet of him. My sister bought a tiramisu cake. At night, we cut the cake and later went for a dinner. There we had chicken chop, fried rice, chicken sweetsour and fruityshakes. It was a delightful meal. Everything was good except the absence of my brother. Since he is still in Bali, he missed this father's day too. But that fellow wished my dad HAPPY FATHER'S DAY in the morning itself. :)

p.s : this post was supposed to be post on the father's day itself  but due to some technical problem i couldn't do so :)

Got Lucky Out of the BLues :P

After sometime i am back for blogging. For this past one week, my schedule was tight. I was constantly running out of sleep, lethargic, irritated, angry and frustrated. Well what happened was, there was a state level competition for tamil parliamentary style debate. I wasn't interested at all but i was forced to join by my teacher. I had no choice but to go. I told both the teachers earlier that my tamil is not as good as others. May be i can speak spontaneously and my ideas are new but then my tamil s***s. What can I do. Both my parents are not tamil educated but english and of course i got their slang.

Speaking in formal tamil is not that easy and although i score an "A" grade for my tamil, my vocabulary is not wide too. Having nobody to turn to, nobody to listen to me, i just prepared the script and the frustration i faced was so great. These lazy teachers wanted to prepare for the competition at last minute and what was funny is they expect us to win. What on earth this ladies thinking. Many times we prepared the script and called them but they always had millions of reasons for not coming. At last they tortured our life. The competition held in a school that is almost 45minutes away from my place last friday. The school was beautiful and nonsensical too. They never prepare food for us at all and its kinda interior place that hardly has any restaurant in sight.

I was praying so hardly that I should not speak. Me and my junior prepared for government, while my friend and another junior prepared for the opposition and another friend was 3rd speaker. I was the 2nd speaker. When they were having lucky pick, I was praying so hard that opposition should be chose. Yeah! My prayers was answered. I badly didn't want to compete. I know if i am speaking sure our school will flop because in the middle of the debate i might groping for words. Lucky me, last year also the same thing happened. Everything was so magical. I was a cheery shini that day. Hahaha!!

TeacHers.....

Recently one of my subject teacher's health is taking on toll. He is my favourite. He is one of a kind. Never in my life i came across such a selfless sir. He is my class sir and teaching us maths. I was very sad when he told us about his health condition. I didn't expect this will happen to my favourite sir. What he said was that he is not able to concentrate, bad mood swings and he is not able to sleep at nights. He just told about that yesterday.  I realised something wrong a long time ago because usually he won't refer to notes while teaching ,  the lesson there will be fun with a lot of laughs and we will never fail to understand what he teach. But now there was a big change in the way he teach. I always tell my friend who is sitting beside me in the class that there is a tremendous change in Mr.X and yes i was right after all. My classmate said that it might be symptoms of Alzheimer's. My heart refused to take what she said. I told her may be he is facing stress. I don't want anything to happen to him. Our nation need teachers like him. Getting a good teacher is a gift from God for me. Among my ignorant lazy teachers he is the one who always cared for us. No matter how busy he is he will never miss the lesson. I always salute him for being such a dedicated teacher. Exactly like my tuition Bio sir. They worry more than us, the students that they wont be able to cover up the syllabus in the targeted time. If all the teachers think this way sure the number of students passing in their exams with flying colours will be high too.

Talking about teaching it is one of the most noble job. Teaching is the profession that teaches other professions. Without them, will there be any doctors, lawyers, architects, engineers around? They are the initiators for the development we have reached today. They play an important role in everybody's life. Behind every successful student surely there must be at least a teacher who selflessly sacrificed her/his time to educate and enlighten the student to the world outside. For many times, my parents and uncles said that i would make a good teacher but i dont think so because i know my personality well. I dont think i am patient enough to teach a student. Patience the important trait of a teacher. If there is aint any patience imagine the slow ones. They will be left out for sure and for me i think i cannot take it if there is a student who didn't score well under my coaching. It will be heart-breaking to see a student didn't perform well because of me. So definitely i cant be teacher but i really do appreciate those teachers out there. As Jacques Barzun quoted, in teaching you cannot see the fruit of a day's work. It is invisible and remains so, may be for twenty years. Finally, here is a poem that i found in net for all dedicated teachers out there,

In the hands of a gifted teacher
a classroom is a magical place
In the hands of a gifted teacher
There’s a smile on each child's face
In the Hands of a Gifted Teacher
Creative Energy is Everywhere
In the Hands of a Gifted Teacher
There’s a Catalyst who Genuinely Cares
In the Hands of a Gifted Teacher
Desire and Wonder is Awakened
In the Hands of a Gifted Teacher
The Educational Agenda is Shaken
In the Hands of a Gifted Teacher
Self-Management Skills are Modeled
In the Hands of a Gifted Teacher
The Best of Reality is Bottled
In the Hands of a Gifted Teacher
Gifts and Talents are Refined
In the Hands of a Gifted Teacher
The Willed Future is Designed 

Ended...

Finally, my 2 week break ended so fast. Just like a blink of an eye. Its saddening me in a way but at the same time i am happy too because during this holiday i just didn't have the mood to study at all, going back to school might help you see. 2 weeks holiday ended as a waste for me. My actions are ain't reversible as well so there is no point in regretting. May be I will feel it when i got my STPM results i guess..LOL. Now I must prepare to go back to school, wearing the same old boring uniform. Duh, i HATE school for now. Monday assemblies, hypocrite teachers, unlike minded friends, irritating peeps, undone works, colloquium project, short finger nails, irritating lazy teachers, tiring walks..the list goes on. I wished I live a better life or at least had some good friends to go through all this together. At this point, I miss my high school life till form 5. Okay, I agree that form 6 makes us to think maturely, build our personality to be better, leadership skills, etc but then oh god those laid-back teachers are irritating the HELL out of me. Isn't laid-back a good word . It substitutes the word lazy in a better way, perhaps more decent i would say. Just less than 5 months to go. I believe God have something better for me in future once i go through this painful schooling process. ♥

BedRoomS!

I went to my Uncle's house yesterday to visit my uncle who have recently undergo a minor operation for his leg. There my cousin have this awesome bedroom for him and his wifey. Its such a beautiful bedroom. They modified 2 rooms and made it into one. It looks preety good with all those classic decoration. Talking about bedrooms my idea of bedroom is with shades of pink, purple or classic. I like it to be simple but awesome. I remember those younger days where i HATED pink so much. But as time goes by my taste changed. May be its due to my hormonal imbalance i guess. I started to love pink. OMG! haha... Okay here are some examples of bedrooms that i like. I can choose to design my bedroom something like this when i got my own house ^^

Lovely Movie

As an Indian its normal for me to watch tamil movies. I have watched many movies. Practically all tamil movies had the element of love in it and most of the time LOVE will be the theme. After i got interested more to pc and music i never had much time for movies for this past 2 years...only selected movies i watched. This year i got to watch Madrasapattinam. What a lovely movie. A movie that i will never regret for watching. I will even consider this movie as tamil version of titanic. The way they portray the love is so beautiful.



Good looking Aarya and gorgeous Amy Jackson of US is the main cast of the movie. Amy Jackson the former miss teen of US was beautiful throughout the movie..okay m preety jealous of her beauty...hahaha... The movie starts as an older Amy who might kick the bucket anytime comes back to India from London with her granddaughter. They look for Paruthi (Aarya) to return the thali to him. Having only his picture of young time that old woman and her granddaughter will be finding for him throughout the Madrass city with the help of two local men. As the finding goes on there will be flashback about what happened at that place nearly 60 years ago, before the independence of India.



Amy the daughter of Madrasapattinam Governor will visit Madrasapattinam. At that time she come across Paruthi who is a local man whom she calls as brave man. Eventually love blossoms between the white lady and the indian man. An awesome magical song takes place in this love scene. A song that i never got bored of. At the same time another British officer likes Amy. On the other hand Paruthi and the British officer was not in good terms. That officer was finding for an opportunity to take revenge on Paruthi. However things were not on this love birds side. They will go through many obstacles mainly from those British officers who hunting for them around the town just to live together but sadly they don't succeed. At last Amy have to save Paruthi who is badly injured by surrendering herself. That's the last she saw him...and now 60 years later she came to look for him to return the thali which Paruthi's family treasured for his future wife. Paruthi give her the thali as a symbol of their love.



In present, Amy and her granddaughter will decide to go back to London as they cannot locate Paruthi but at the end when they were about to leave to airport to board their flight they got a new information about Paruthi's whereabouts. The granddaughter insisted on going back. Without anyone's knowledge Amy took a cab and was going to the latest address she received. On the way, there will be many kids who asking for donation for Duraiammal Trust. She remembers about how the people of Madrasapattinam called her. They call her Duraiammal too. When she inquire about the trust to the cab driver, he tells her about the trust and his ayya(sir) and bring her there. Yes!! That's Paruthi's trust that he built in memory of Amy. He never got married. When Amy go all the way finding for him in that building, then only she learnt that Paruthi had passed away. While looking at his resting place Amy passed away on the same spot holding the thali close to her heart. That's the end. What a movie.. I was really touched with this movie. Such a deep impact it left in me. For those who looking for a good love story with lovely music. I would really recommend this movie :) Hats off to all those involved directly and indirectly in this movie. It have been a long time since i watched a good tamil movie and i am glad that i happened to watch this movie :)

Another Day....

I have to attend tuitions which is located 32miles away from my house on weekends. Today i had replacement class. It was 5 to 7. Usually i will take but but today the class is till 7. Since 7pm is too late and fearing there will be no bus, i hesitated how to attend the class. At last my dad offered to send me, thanks to my mom. I really appreciate that she stayed back and take care of the shop so that my dad will send me. How nice of my mom. I really love her. Well it was my bio tuition and i cant miss it because he is teaching an important part. My sir, Mr.Loo is an amazing sir that i have ever came across in my life. He is quite old, around 65+. He retired a long time ago. I started to attend his class last year May. Now he remembers my name well. 


Mr.Loo is a very dedicated teacher i would say. His children are grown up and settled in foreign countries but he have a child who is..ermm...who is blind. I have seen her twice. His wife is also a Bio teacher. He have his own method of teaching. There are a few dialogues which i would consider as his signature dialogue. For example, when he was teaching genetics he likes to say   " as i said earlier, mendel is a very blessed guy". Other than that "potong kepala" "china kui india kui melayu kui" are a few examples but potong kepala is the most frequent one..LOL..funny him. He is a very cute old man. I always wana get for him something in future before my form 6 ends. Today he taught about liver, the largest organ in the body apart from our skin. Okay la, ain't bad. It was interesting too. 


At the end of the class he reminded us that we must be well prepared by october to face stpm. It stirred a slight fear in myself. Yesterday, i took a look at stpm past year questions. I must do something to curb my addiction towards internet and start studying seriously, i will do it asap :) Many thoughts are running in my mind non-stop but i should stop thinking about those unworthy stuffs and start to move on with my studies for myself, my parents, teachers, and family. I must show my gratitude toward them by excelling in my studies. Oh God! You must be there to guide my path... :)

WiNkZ

Today me and my family went to immigration office to apply for passports for my mom and sis. It took us nearly three hours. Damn! Everywhere people are racist. Just because we never bring an unwanted document that officer said we cant apply for a passport for my sister but for my mom can. We got pissed off. When applying for passport for me. They never ask that document at all. But now why they cant proceed it? Idiotic people??!! When we asked another lady officer at the counter inside that officer said the document we brought are enough to apply passports. Thank god she assisted us. So we need not to go back to the damn office again.




Later, we went to the mahkota medical centre for an medical appointment for my sis, i saw some adorable moments there. Preggie wives accompanied by their husbands. It was cute to see the expecting mothers :) By the time we ate our lunch it was 4pm. Later we did some window shopping. Damn, my feet are hurting but i got a new shoes. LOL. I wanted to buy a good pair of shoes since a long time ago but today only i had the time. Finally i can discard my old shoes! hahaha.. My richie rich sister bought an iPod for RM179 but it was registered under my name. As for me, i don't fancy iPod all. Since u can only hear songs from it, well i can hear it from my phone also.




Duh, I'm so tired. Yesterday i over-slept and today i am lacking of sleep since i went out. Yesterday was a total misery. I slept for 5 hours and when my daddy was waking up me. He rolled his eyes to me when i woke up i cant understand why my old man is scolding me. When i look at the watch it was showing 7pm.. My god.. I never even eat my lunch. LOL! According to my dad and sis. They wake me up many times but i never even respond. May be its a deep sleep i guess but its okay. Today i never take nap at all, so everything got neutralised :) and i dont think i will be able to study today. My eyes are sinking in, i can hardly open it. Hahaha. So its time to sleep :)

StarTing oF the HoLiDaY!!

My uncle and aunties came my house yesterday to mark the 1st day of holiday. 8 of them in 2 cars came to my house. My mother's brother's family and sister's family. Mostly were adults. Its their second visit here since my beloved grandma passed away. My cousin who came back on short leave from Singapore came too. We had some good time together. They love to come here since the lifestyle here is more peaceful and they can escape from the hustle and bustle of the city. They came around 5pm on Saturday and went back at 5pm today, Sunday. I felt my grandma's presence as well, hmm.. i think she really came. The last time they came also, all the lights in my house were blinking and the same happened for this 2 days. I have read and watched in discovery channels that electricity can feel the presence of "people" who we are not able to see. I miss her a lot. She is one of the greatest woman that i have ever come across in my life..


It was such a tiring Saturday. Since morning i had my tuition classes which i have to travel a total of 4 hours to and fro for a 2 hours class. Haihz.. When i came back my place, i stucked at shop and couldn't come back home. After my relatives all came only i went back home. It was freaking tired and i cant take a nap because it is not nice and improper to do so when you have guests at your home. Additionally, i slept late as well that night. As a result the next day i never go to my tuition but it is good in a way that i didn't attend that class because that morning i had severe stomach cramps....it was a blessing in disguise. In the afternoon my mom and aunties cooked some delicious meals. Yummy, i love homecook food. The weather for this 2 days was killing that i cant even stay comfortable. At last I managed to take a little nap in the noon after my lunch and a small gossiping session with the ladies. By the time i wake up all of them were busy preparing to go back. My good cousin gave me 50bucks^^ Thanks to her for giving some contribution for a good shopping. Later i trimmed my nails well to prepare it for a DIY manicure session. At night i managed to put the top coat. The next day since i have class at school. After coming back then i can apply the coloured nail enamel. This all are part of my holiday..LOL... 


For this holiday i am having additional class at school. I have no choice but to attend the class since its my madam tiger's lesson. If i never go she will kill me by her unending direct questions. I rather attend her class than letting her to stare at me like wana eat me and she might wanna discuss the exam paper. Who knows it might be useful for me in future :D talking about my studying plan, hurmm..for this past 2 days i think i never find the time to study but i just spent around 15 minutes to write some notes. I was constantly needed by the people around me and i was very tired as well. My brains was saturated refuse to take in any information. So i decided to rest :D Since this is just the starting. Its okay, there is still some time left :)

Holiday!

Okay here holiday have started, in my mind i have a lot of idea what to do for this holiday. This time i think i want so spend some time for my studies. I wanna complete as many chapters as i can, i don't wanna waste my time but usually during my past holidays i will think the same, at the end i will finish my holiday without involving a single book :P That time,i thought it is okay since holiday is given for us to clear our mind (this is how i console myself..LOL).  Since this year i am sitting for an important public exam, so i should glue my ass on the chair daily to revise at least a bit..errmm.. May be 30%? I think i can do it but talking about my blog, i think i will update as much as i can and i got a friend who helps me to review and give some feedbacks on how to improve my blog further. Good that i have him, so i can improve my blog at least a bit.


Other than that, in this holiday i am thinking about organizing my stuffs more. And as usual, i must help daddy too. It will be kind of tiring to go in the morning to help him but i can do many of my favourite pass time there, like i can read newspaper, i can do some people watching, i can drink iced milo and i can see some weird characters around too. And yeah! This Tuesday, my father is taking a leave. Ain't that great!! I really wanna go for a good shopping for this past 6 months the 6 days leave are given for prayers and family stuffs but this time i think we would go for a shopping. Yeahooo!!! Shopping spree here i come!! I hope there are sales waiting for me!! hehe... I really love going out with my family. Apart from that, i wanna practise back my yoga too. It have been months since i did yoga. The last was on November 2011. My mother always mumble that its a waste for sending me yoga class for 4 months. 


When i was about to become very flexible, i had to stop the class to go to India. When i came back, I thought of joining the class in January but then mom said i should start to concentrate on my stpm that i can join back after i have done with my exam..since my mom persisted i agreed... meanwhile i thought i can do it at home. Sadly, I couldn't. I spent all my time in front of pc and with my bed pillows and bolster..now my mind have decided that for this holiday i want to improve back my flexibility. Arghhhh..looks like i have gain some pre-exam pounds.lol. Many said i am still the same but i know my body better than them right. Maintaining body is so essential for young girls..hehe... So this are part of my holiday planning. Lets see how it goes and Happy Holiday for those who are having holidays too :):)

BloGGinG!!!

Okay i am back with a new post and a new look on my blog...Oh my..it took me more than 10 hours to choose a suitable template according to my liking..but now i am happy since i found one..its clear, nice looking and organised as well... okay..now i can start blogging :D and now..i love myself so much!!!!

My VerY Fir$t EnCounTeR

hellowww....to people out there.. This is my 1st day of blogging...So i am a beginner in the art of blogging...Well i call it an art because people are able to express their view in the form of words...Creativity plays a major role..not everyone are able to blog... I am just giving it a try... Recently i noticed that i am interested in reading newspaper, magazine, and any reading material(surely not boring textbooks)...well i read from before but i realized quite late that i love to read.. hehehe..its okay not too late yet... i love reading columns which are mostly extracted from famous blogs..so why not i blog too...may be i can be a columnist in future...i know i am dreaming big...what to do dreaming big is dissolved too much in my blood...Abt me... i am just a normal girl in the last years of my teens...ermm in other words..in the beginning of adulthood may be..but seriously m not ready to be an adult..LOL... as other girls of my age..i love to talk a lot.. disturb my parents as much as i could..spending time in fb... shopping...keeping up to date with latest fashions... musics...and many more...i think u can guess what it is as well.. for a change i wanna blog to find out what is the fun in blogging!! Lets see how it goes on...

p/s : since this is my 1st time of blogging please ignore those extra punctuations and short forms which might irritate you...i will improve myself asap **winkz**