After sometime i am back for blogging. For this past one week, my schedule was tight. I was constantly running out of sleep, lethargic, irritated, angry and frustrated. Well what happened was, there was a state level competition for tamil parliamentary style debate. I wasn't interested at all but i was forced to join by my teacher. I had no choice but to go. I told both the teachers earlier that my tamil is not as good as others. May be i can speak spontaneously and my ideas are new but then my tamil s***s. What can I do. Both my parents are not tamil educated but english and of course i got their slang.
Speaking in formal tamil is not that easy and although i score an "A" grade for my tamil, my vocabulary is not wide too. Having nobody to turn to, nobody to listen to me, i just prepared the script and the frustration i faced was so great. These lazy teachers wanted to prepare for the competition at last minute and what was funny is they expect us to win. What on earth this ladies thinking. Many times we prepared the script and called them but they always had millions of reasons for not coming. At last they tortured our life. The competition held in a school that is almost 45minutes away from my place last friday. The school was beautiful and nonsensical too. They never prepare food for us at all and its kinda interior place that hardly has any restaurant in sight.
I was praying so hardly that I should not speak. Me and my junior prepared for government, while my friend and another junior prepared for the opposition and another friend was 3rd speaker. I was the 2nd speaker. When they were having lucky pick, I was praying so hard that opposition should be chose. Yeah! My prayers was answered. I badly didn't want to compete. I know if i am speaking sure our school will flop because in the middle of the debate i might groping for words. Lucky me, last year also the same thing happened. Everything was so magical. I was a cheery shini that day. Hahaha!!
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