I am going through a tough phase in my life. One decision which gonna decide my life. I am preety frustrated with whats happening around me though. This is supposed to be a phase where parents are being supportive and cooperative with the decision making but then in my case dad wants to decide all by himself. For this past four years except pharmacy, there is nothing else in my mind. Now that the cost is higher than what my dad thought, he don't want me to go for it. Money isn't a problem, after all education is a good investment, if you ask me. Dad strongly wanted me to go for IT. After many heated argument and persuading him, he agreed not to go for it but for LAW!
Okay fine, if you ask me, Law is hundred times better than IT for me. I am definitely not an IT person. Doesn't mean if I spend most of my time in Pc, I would do well in IT. Oh please! I hate Maths. Its not that I hate maths, but we don't love each other. Now finding the right institution to continue my Law degree is another headache. Every institutions having its own pros and cons and finding the right one really screwing me upside down. CPL is an important examination to practise Law in Malaysia and not all the universities are exempted from the exam although they are in Malaysia. So, I am finding a right institution. I don't wanna end up with low salary or jobless you see. Then from who I am gonna extract the money for my shopping and the life I imagined. Money don't grow on tree you see.
Although I am convincing myself Law is okay, deep down in my heart I know I am a BIO person. I don't know why I have to go through such a tough phase. Being in a situation where u can't realise your dream is more painful than what would you expect it to be. I would love to learn about human body for sure. I don't know why it always happen to me. Certainly i know money is a factor, but then again..there is a saying "when there is a will, there is a way". Its all up to our mentality on how we think about something. How many times I can convince a person who PRETEND not to understand. I wish everything comes to an end asap. I can't live like this for a longer time.
For now, I am okay I would say, because Law is very much preferred among the choices my dad give me. I hope everything ends in a good way. I don't want to be left out in this competitive world.
Okay fine, if you ask me, Law is hundred times better than IT for me. I am definitely not an IT person. Doesn't mean if I spend most of my time in Pc, I would do well in IT. Oh please! I hate Maths. Its not that I hate maths, but we don't love each other. Now finding the right institution to continue my Law degree is another headache. Every institutions having its own pros and cons and finding the right one really screwing me upside down. CPL is an important examination to practise Law in Malaysia and not all the universities are exempted from the exam although they are in Malaysia. So, I am finding a right institution. I don't wanna end up with low salary or jobless you see. Then from who I am gonna extract the money for my shopping and the life I imagined. Money don't grow on tree you see.
Although I am convincing myself Law is okay, deep down in my heart I know I am a BIO person. I don't know why I have to go through such a tough phase. Being in a situation where u can't realise your dream is more painful than what would you expect it to be. I would love to learn about human body for sure. I don't know why it always happen to me. Certainly i know money is a factor, but then again..there is a saying "when there is a will, there is a way". Its all up to our mentality on how we think about something. How many times I can convince a person who PRETEND not to understand. I wish everything comes to an end asap. I can't live like this for a longer time.
For now, I am okay I would say, because Law is very much preferred among the choices my dad give me. I hope everything ends in a good way. I don't want to be left out in this competitive world.
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