First Day o_O

On 7th July I started off my college life partially. I got a weird time table for this July. I got classes for weekends only and there are no classes for August. Then we will merge with the September intake. Awkard na? Yes it is!

There goes the 1st day of my college. I was feeling very nervous before the class since I don't know what is it going to be, with whom I am gonna sit, how will be their expression once they see me. So for starting, I called the consultant who consulted me before going to the college to inquire about the ptptn (education loan) thingy. When taking the payment he was flashing his fucking teeth but when I asked him a favor about whom to approach, he showed his bloody temperature to me! I was so angry. I bit my lips and controlled my tone. My uncle came quite late that day to drop me to college. I was late to class. I went to the office earlier to ask which class to enter. He thought I am there to see the loan consultant! He asked me to enter the consulting room but then I was late to class! I told him I need to enter class and I came here to ask about where is the class. He told me " No, you came to inquire about the loan". I got angry. I maintained my tone.

Then I asked him so when can I meet the lady and he was furious! He told me I am supposed to know all this and not to behave like a small girl. I didn't want to ruin people's impression on the very first day, so I kept quiet if not I am very sure I would have gotten into an argument. I just left to the class after dealing with the lady myself. He's a bloody fucking consultant and he supposed to guide me! I don't know what on earth he was thinking! Typical bapok! I cleared my mind before entering the class not to bother about the asshole.


I was wearing punjabi suit for the first day of class to be on safe side because I don't know what to expect. Furthermore this best law college is situated in a high risk city. I was nervous. My heart could have jumped out of my body! I was waiting outside the class for 2 minutes before entering. Then, I entered. Oh my good lord >< the class was nearly occupied with 100 of them. I just adapted kristen steward's expressionless face and walked to the last row and sit at the corner chair. Once I am comfortable in my position, I started to take notes and I was very very quiet. Once class over I was waiting for my uncle, there was this guy who look very much rich and keep on talking on his phone. I called my mom, and I could see in his eyes he was shocked when he heard my voice. What I bother after the bad starting. I lost hope on finding friends either :P

Then I went back. What an ugly starting I had ><