NOT READY

Time is running out preety fast than what I thought and this is scaring me off a little. I am leaving tomorrow. Yes tomorrow. I am not ready at all but I pretend to be ready. My heart is stopping occasionally at the thought of this and its even suppressing my sleep. I hope everything will be well and I wont encounter much problems. I hope this friend whom I managed to find will be a little helpful. I am not depending on anyone but my fear does. Haishh. I realized I am not ready to leave even 1%. Oh well that's too dramatic. May be 20%?.. I don't even know what to pack and what not to pack. That much of confusion. I can wash and hang clothes at 12am. That shows how much I am disturbed. But then I can't let all these to consume me. I must chase my dream and grab it in my hand and scream to this world "I DID IT"!!  Just wishing for God's blessings and my parents, I am leaving my little heaven. This is temporary but its still too much for me...Hurmmm

" Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined."  

-Henry David Thoreau-